Sick

It’s really frustrated that I having a fever now! The next two days(Sunday) I will back to college, and I sick now, then I need to travel back by bus(about 7 to 8 hours), after that LRT, then another LRT to Kelana Jaya. Next, I need to take the taxi back to student house. Some in the ways I need to walk a distant. How I can do that with a weak body and carry a lot of things? It’s really frustrated! Not forget that I still have my homework undone! I totally don’t have the mood to do them. Perhaps back to student house I can finished them. I mind really burl, but still can not sleep well. Always wake up in midnight, sit at the sofa like a still doll, and blank! I realize that I always fall sick when back to hometown. I wonder why it will happen. But it’s true that I having a great time at hometown , gathering, eating and watching. May be I don’t know how to take care of my own body. Pray that I will recover soon.

Forgotten ...

Today, I ate my lunch at centrepoint. When I wanted to back to college, I stopped by and watched the Chinese trio(traditional musical performance by 3 people) a Chinese lute, dulcimer and flute. I saw nobody watched it, but they still play with full enthusiasm and joy. It's really wonderful. Unfortunately, I had a class after that and I can't watched until the end, I just watched for a few minutes only. I wonder why.

The society now doesn’t really know how to appreciate the traditions leave by the ancestors. What they concern now are all related to materials, in other words, materialism. As we can see now, most of the children speak English, they don’ t know how to speak their mother tongues. It’s seem that they really proud that they can speak fluently, but not in my case. It’s true that we need to master that language, but at the same time, we can not forget our own languages, for they are our roots. We need to preserve and protect our own heritages. So, in my point of view, we need to search for the modern world now and not forget about what we need to keep and protect.

Poetry

14 Jan.

I suddenly deciced to go to the poetry. I not really want to go because I know that I sure don't know what they talking about!! But, finally I went. May be because of I wanted to hang around and searched for different expericence. Frankly,I really can't understand at all. When everyone was laughing and I just pretend I knew what the joke and laughed. Indeed, very silly.

But later back home was really a great experience. We took the last second LRT back to Kelana Jaya, but we still wait for the others who not catch up with us, they took the last LRT. We still relax then. But when we heard the alarm sounded and we were very nervous, the gates were automatic closing! We still inside! We just rash out from one of the gate, "peu" I think we already out...but still got many gates actually. "woohaaa" I still remember I shout. The gate was already closed half, and we slided out like the action movies,especially "Jackie Chan" .

Think back again, that time I just imaging I was the Heroin in the Resident Evil that when the gates closed me inside, then the zombies , dogs, monsters and all the failure experiments living things will come out and attack me!! And I will take the infinity shotgun, rifle, boom, M-16 ......fight them back!!! But quite scared that I will end up the game with" YOU ARE DIED"...and some bloody scenes. It's really stupid that I will linked the reality to this. But really I just think of this that time, so I knew that I yerd quite loud like a fool. -.-lll

Basketball and Studies

Long time I didn't play basketball, I think almost 3 years already, I just picked up and play it today. I'm so think fondly of my old friends, the place where we had play the basketball 3 years ago near my house. I just don't want to stop playing it by just now, because I can feel that they all with me at that time even though I play it alone at the court. Although that I had just stress up with many things and of course are problems.

The English lesson was fast, I can't really cope up with it. It really cause a as big as earth problem to me. My English is so poor that I don't know how to do already. All the basic are so mess that I don't know how to write to speak as well.

It is really a problem for me that I just can't understand the classes, App math, Calculus, Chemistry and physics. How I going to do with it????

The Starting Point

The start of this blog is because of the academic purposes...hope it really can help me in my english as I 'm very poor at it...I think I'm the one lowest in the class. My basic is extremely just like a Primary school 's student. Anyway I am trying out for it. Don't know it work or not. But I just found this time is the most important and I can not catch up with it. This year EALD seem very stressed-out, but if I can get to used to it, I think I will improve a lot. IELTS not achieved the required high score, it may be cause me can't choose the popular universities. I not really like to retake because it take a lot of money , RM 530 not a small amount for my family. But I think I need to pay hard work to get along with my classmate, though I was very lazy -.-lll

I think this year all the lecturers seem kind in my first impression. I hope these will continue until the end of the year. I will try to enjoy every class as well. But there were a lot of homework to do although now is just the beginning of the year, it was hard to believe(this is reality I have to).

This starting week is not good for me as I am very unlucky...since the first step I step into the student house. And I don't want to write them here. For more information please to refer to CO.