Valentine 's Day

For most of couple sure will very excited when we talk about this day. It's true that every 14th Feb is special for those who in relationship. Of course I don't know how it' s feel because I never dating before. Some people who are single feel that they are very sad,pity and lonely to went through the special day. But, I won't think and feel like that, really. I feel that we still go through our lives whether single or in relationship. Very things are normal.

What the best for who are single to have a special day on this day to do is to celebrate friendships with a group of friends. This was what I do for this day this year. Honestly, I had a very busy Valentine's Day this year.

The time I woke up was quite late already, and I having my very late breakfast. After that, I met Jaevon and Sarah to go to Tesco( Did the Auntie shopping -.-lll). Actually we were prepared for the celebration of Valentine 's Day in church( life groups). It's really busy that I can't had a proper lunch and rest. After back from Tesco(by cycle, it's really tired), I straight away went to church to prepared for the decoration. Every things were ran quite well, and I drawn for the decoration(the drawings now still at the dancing room in the church!). By the way, Jaevon and Sarah were prepared food. The food were nice, good cook, Jaevon and Sarah(recommended housewives). Of course the decoration were perfect too, good job, Ying Hui.

The games and ice-breaking were good, and at the same time we learn the morals or lessons behind the games, although may be it's only a simple game. Unfortunately, I end up with an injury on my left knee when I played the message transmission game. It's really a nice game, and I really played till I went hyper already. And, this was an important point here, every time that I went hyper or in other words, mad/crazy, there must be something will happened. This time was the injury of course.

I had an extremely good time in (so called) special day. It's one of my most memorable time in my life.

First Time Karaoke

"Karaoke " I actually quite like, but the things that I haven't sing before today is that I very shy to sing in front of many people. Why?? Of cause of my voice ! Like " Donald Duck" 's voice, very harsh. One more thing was that I thought sing K will very expensive, so I not even gave it a try.

But, my friends invited me to go and I think that they may be won't laugh at me when I sing, so I decide to go. Furthermore, one of them is the member of that place, so will got discount.
When I met them, it' s just very embarrassing, really. They had brought one of their friend that I haven't met before and I have to sing K with them.

Initially, I just sat over there and order lunch to eat and said let them sang first. I just pretend I really hungry and want to eat first but actually not. After some time, they urge me to choose songs. I shy actually and just chose a few songs. I just kept hoping won't so fast reach my turn. But, the time will came.
The first song I sang was Leo Ku's song "bi sha ji". I like his songs and I can sang quite well(ooo..."tak tau malu ad"), just kidding. After this, I just like being charged up and just kept on chose songs. I can imaging that I just went hyper again already.

We had sang quite a long time, about 3 hours, and surprised it's quite cheap.
Actually I just want to continue sang, but it almost reach the time and my friends need to go because they had somethings to do.
I really enjoyed a lot! Thanks for invited me. I think I will get addicted to it.>.<

Firefly

I went to Kuala Selangor to watch fireflies with my church's friends. It was a quite good to end the "Chap Goh Meh" (the night of the 15th of the first Moon(lunar month)). We all met at Segi College, which consider very large compare to my college. The surrounding was quite nice too.

Anyway, there were a total of seven cars and more than 30 people went ! However, there were two cars got into the wrong way when we went there( I was inside one of the cars). For God's sake, we able to meet the others after about 20 minutes lost. We had a little earlier dinner ( not really) at Kuala Selangor. It made me recalled back when I went to Kuala Kedah to have dinner, it was great time but very much money were gone. However, same that I ate seafood too, I found that Kuala Selangor a bit cheaper than my hometown one. The other important thing was the food were extremely delicious. The view of the sea also nice. Later , we went to the fireflies garden.

Actually, I just brought RM 1 to there. I wanted to withdraw money but the ,machine was dysfunction. So, I ended up with borrowed money for dinner and the ticket for fireflies.

I had a great time enjoying the romantic view of the fireflies by ride in a sampan, although it was quite expensive(in my opinion).

The view from the seafood restaurant at Kuala Selangor.

First Ride

Actually I very nervous and scared because it was my first time to ride a motorcycle in here, PJ (a big city)and not just like went somewhere around here but was Kuala Lumpur!! I not really can slept before it because I was very worried. But, what to do ? I need to overcome it too because I need to go there to shoot a documentary. The night before was so nervous, not really can slept, but due to too tired, I slept . But there is one thing I don't like, every special event that I need to wake up early I will set the alarm, once I set it I will wake up early than the alarm, although I scare I will overslept. Before 7a.m , I already woke up and I get prepare and Aizat was fetch me to Centrepoint to get the motorcycle and met Matilda. They both are my group members, we only three people, few but have teamwork is enough. I prayed to God because I was scared and prayed for every things was fine and safe during the journey. I think God had answered my prayer and we were safe reach there and without lost. Praise God, Thank God.
(There was only one thing that was Aizat's helmet been stole by somebody else and he need to spend RM 48 to buy a new one.But, of course, the most important was we are safe.)

It was early in the morning, we were ride quite fast(average 70-80km/h) and so cold( luckily I back into house to take my jacket which I had forgot). We planned the interview started 9 a.m, but we reached there quite early. We wanted to started it early but we scared and jumped back into lift when saw a lot of transgender there. Then, we went to the kopitiam in the opposite road to calm down and get prepare. May be this was because of the first time to interview. The second time we went up again and met them and they are friendly and kind too. Anyway, we just interview one person, Miss Sulastri, who is the program coordinator of PT Foundation. She is a friendly and humble person. The interview was going quite well but just some parts we miss it(due to batteries and memories). Hope it won't affect too much on the documentary.

After that, it's almost afternoon and I suggested to travel around Kuala Lumpur because may be I won't have next time for it. It was very hot then, but we still hang around Dataran Merdeka, National Monument, Platinum Negara and National Museum. It was quite fun actually. I like museum so much that I had planned to study archeology before. Anyway, before back, we went to try spaceball. It was scarily, although it's safe to play actually. I just felt that my buttock was out of seat and I turned around in the ball. I felt unsecured and I just frighten that if there was an accident I fall down, so I prayed. I didn't shout even though I scared , may be my voice won't allow me to do that, like " Ahhh...Ahhh..." (imaging in a very low frequency) .

It was a tried day but it was fun.

It's Like That

When I reached my hometown last Chinese New Year, there are some bad news that they had let me know. I don't want to talk about the others, I just want to tell about one of my most respect, admire and concern teacher. But, I don't mention his name over here. He is a good teacher, of course, kind, generous, care on students and a lot of good personalities. He always talk about life to us, facts, generals issues and religious. He always willing to help when people in trouble. Indeed, he is really kind. But, something unfortunate happened to him. His wife had been run away from home. As I know was because of she had been hex ( I don't sure is this word or not, in hokkien is "Gong Tao"(降頭) ) by a sorcerer ( or wizard, or in Malays is "bomoh" or in Chinese is "神崑" ) and she had followed this sorcerer and leave my teacher with both of his sons. One of his son is just about 2 years old and another is 7 years old.

My friends and I had paid a visit to him during new year. He talked about this to us. He said that he always be a counselor to his friends on their relationship with their life mates.
"But, what had happed now is I, myself, lost my life mate while my friends live happily with each others."
"VERY SILLY."
We all very sympathy to him.
He said that this also was his false, because he didn't noticed early. When he started felt that something had wrong with her and he tracked her. He had saw somethings that he not suppose to see. He later found out that under her pillow had a doll( something like the doll that people used to curse others. ) and some others things that believe had caused their relationship turn worse (in a superstitious view which is quite well-known in Chinese society over here).

"When I realize this, everything was too late, too late for me to solve it. There are nothings that I can do now. So, I let go, let her go. "
His friends advise him to remarriage, so that can help to take care of his children. He don't want, because he don't want to get hurt a second time.

I wonder why. Why people like him who are kind tend to have a lot of unfortunate and difficulties in life? Whereas people who are bad like those who are crime, sell drugs, do illegal business, and many others, tend to have a happy life. They live with luxuries and many lucky things happened to them. They are very wealth and become more wealth again.

There's only unfair in this world. But why the word "fair" still exist? Perhaps those who create this word or the people hope that this word will exist and there will be fair around the world. But, this word will not appear in my own dictionary. Of course there are reasons behind it.

Some people said that this is because of FATE. But why this fate happen to some people but not some others ? Why fate are different? Why people must suffer with fate? Who decide our fates? Who had the will to do it? Why we can't decide it ourselves? Some people said that our lives is depend on our hands. But there are somethings that we don't aspect it to happen but it still happen. Some people said this is because God had arranged for it. Well, if this is the case , I don't know what I need to say, but I think I will accept it even though God are invisible, even though it's really unfair.I believe He exist.

Moreover, in Buddhism, said that certain things happen because there is a cause and there must be a result(因果). Yes, this is most of the cases. But, still somethings that can be explain. The word "transmigration"(輪迴)(of the soul) and "previous life" and "present life" is appear and explain that somethings that happened in the life before ones' death and the cause doesn't had a result yet, then it will result in present life that we live now. Well, I think this is a quite good explanation too and I accept it. This is due to in religious, there is somethings that sciences or facts can't explain it or even demonstrate it. Well, in conclusion, I don't know how to overcome it and even do anythings for it. It's beyond my control, other than I accept it. It's like that.